how Grandmother's not here anymore.
I'm used to being able to call her when I want to talk to her or ask her a question about growing tomatoes, a family story, or just to tell her what's new and going on. I'm really happy she's not miserable and uncomfortable anymore, but sometimes I'm just really sad. I still felt like I was grieving Grandpa's death, and now I have Grandmother's death to grieve as well. It's good to know the memories will always be with me. That woman sure could make me laugh.